i'm grateful to hv u all here......

I'm here again share my feelings... i've been to kk nt kl on improving my make up skills.. it's really fun here with my new fren....all of them are sooo soooo CRAZY,, alwayz go out hv dinner 2gether hv fun 2gether..juz like a happy family... besides tat v juz live under one roof....of cz we do everythg 2gether....fren here in kk...really is wat i wan...alwayz stay happy 2gether.... i vry grateful 2 hv these kind of frens.... i will do all my best in everythg i hv started.... of cz i miss my family..my boyfren sometimes...at least i hv fren here.... i love u all.... evryday get up 2gether and take bus 2gether.... happy times..... here i will knw hw 2 take care myself do everythg by myself....i cn do it.... i'm vry happy my frens help me celebrate my b'day..... they gt buy some small thgs 4 me...
i'm juz vry happy .... although those thgs is nt expensive..but i was enough 4 me... i will appreciate it... besides tat they help me dye my hair... cut...everythg ... none charge... i really happy..... and i relly love my mum... wat she said is alwayz true...thx mum i will follow wat u say.....mum is the best,, and my naughty sister..... in my heart alwayz....my family..want the best 4 me.... thx 4 giving me a chance every time.... i hv everythg nw.... i'm happy....of cz i hv cut my hair be4 i gt here...short hair.... hahaha....and i hv happy time with my frens be4 i gt here...bless u all...although i dun knw or understand u all much.....is all i wan to share for 2day....

what am I going to do...

I'm back and nw i have my time to share out my feelings here ....... I have a bad results on my spm but i still can pass it so i'm vry gratefull ...... but it was abit dissapointed with those results ..... kakaka so what am i planning to do or going to do.... sometimes I though that it was okay bt i think not so because my parents are deciding wat am i going to do.... meanwhile i'll spend part of my time in sandakan maybe waiting the right time 4 me to go futhure studies or arRRR whatever..... i love being here having all my frens here 2gether go out crazy 2gether i vry miss that time actually because i've just started to find some new frens in my life maybe my personal or atitude is a problem but i will do my best , i know i can do it...... no frens in life are very boring.... so i will really appreciate it well... ErMMmaybe i'm getting my liscence this or next month..... after that planning 4 getting a brand new car.. i hope tat i will success... i will do my best... and i say to myself watever i wan i will get it ... i know i can ... everybody has his own problems .... what am i going to be ??? hErrrRRR i muz start plaaning about it..... i have  abd relationship with my father is almost about one year we dint talk but i'm happy havivg my mum beside me... everythg will not be impossible..... maybe my father helped me behind but i dint knw???......

who is tat fucker

I had been along time dint logged in my msn n facebook because Somebody had cracked into my facebook account and my msn~ i wonder WHO is it ~ why those ppl  was so stupid and alwayz stopped me frm everythg whn i was about to successed ~ 
bull shit, fucker~ i'm vry upset and angry that why some ppl wanted to do those childish actions plz stop it besides dun let me nw who is it or else i will take actions~ i say i will~ plz ppl who support me help me find out?? errRRRRR tis is juz to comfort myself... dun alwayz try to grabbed thgs beside me or i'm working hard on it plz ppl , or i will mention it are u so jealous about me????~no need to do like tat if u're jealous or envy me, use urself to proft it to me n and no showing small actions to me~ although i am very angry i'm glad tat i gt bk my friendship wit someone n i knw maybe we cn start it all over again so i will do my best~

By myself.....

Juz nw i had my lunch by myslef~going to bank in town to arrange somethg by myself again, walking around also by myself ~ i hope tat someone cn share everythg wit me ,shoppin wit me. bla la.....~ and i also knw everybody isnt tat free to companied me~ bt i found tat it is okay i hv been alone for quite sometimes my boyfren is working too but wat cn i do?? i'm happy tat i will be more independent like big ppl tis is all i cn do~

Happy chinese new year~ finally i hv time to write in my blog~ i dint hv time taking picss oni in 13.2.2010 i hv taken mny pic wit frens ~every nite hanging out almost 6am thn i arrive home ~ not enough sleep but its very fun mny fren hanging out wit me oso~hahahy dear brought me a rose whn the clock struckz midnite becz it was valentine's da~thanks dear~ besides tat v hv supper after clubbing its kind of hungry so ate alot kakaka after whn i arrive home got slept unti 2pm~ face get vry tired n eyes looks like drowsy men~ harhh~by the way vry fun during CNY` frens coming bk frm faraway hving gattering n enjoy 2gether but nw say bye bye cz they r going bk T-T by the way i'm very happy~

Alone in sdk~

My family had gone to kk 2day~ they will be coming bk on 16.2.2010~ bt i'm staying in sdk to celebrate CNY~ actually i'm planning to go too but they dint go earlier n they stay there too long , so i decide nt following them~ hahhaa besides tat i'm very happy to get my nail done ~ BLINGs i mostly like ~ i juz make it to be gold~new year mah ~ new style`>< !! kakaka i'm glad i cn make it 2day actually it was fully booked at last i cn make it~ n i gt a presant frm my mum too gold neclace~ hahaha she put it in my hand in tis morning whn she wake me up~hahaha thanks mum~ i love u~

haha hello kitty again~^^

I'm bak to share my diary again on 3.2.2010 ~ it was my 2nd annivesary ~ we juz hv a very simple celebration oni non make up on my face haha~ enjoying eating steak in the afternoon besides tat he brought me hello kitty pillow and a slipper for wearig inside the house~ very simple but i like it very much^^........another news was i hv juz finished those photo shootings so i cn relax again prepare more energy t invite CNY ~~ come on CNY ~~ besides tat thank you for my mum for letting me to take part in tat modeling shooting ,thank you 4 supporting me~ i'm so bleesed~ besides tat i wan to bless all my fren who also susseced oso~ hope tat we all can hv a very exciting
cny celebration 2gether coming up tis week~ tis was all i wan 2 share 2day~~

wat can i do??

Juz kind of boring nowaydayz~ i wan to make my hair once again n my nails becz all hv been spoiled becz of me~ 2moro is my 2nd annivesary wit my dear~ i wonder we hv been 2gether 2 years liao~  whn r we going 2moro?? we r v goig to eat?? i nned to buy thgs oso~ mny thgs i hvnt got it yet~ wat is going on 2moro i'm nt sure ~ do i hv any suprize ERmmm.... i dunt knw ** yesterday juz finish fashion shootngs is damn tired oso vry cloths akakka is type of fun too~ n i hope my dear successed to hv his own bussiness n i will hv a job~ plz god help me i believe in u~ anythng in me juz seems imcomplete ~~ help me pz my future hw is gonna be ~ i will plan it after CNY ~ i gonna get some relax nw~ online ,eating ,sleeping ,watching tv hahhh~ i hope tat every 2moro is a better start for me~

HOW DISSAPOINTED AND SAD!!

ORHH~~ i think somebody has misuderstand tis~~ ur the person who help me tis little thgs be4 i'm so glad~~ i admit it i was soo wrong to treat somebody like tat bt it was juz my atitude~~ until nw i still hv my atitude like tat de~the one who is the most childish ppl around will see~ even until nw ppl who still having the wrong thinking is the most childish person plzz~!!! damn hate de actually bt memories will bring it bk sometimes whn i think of it"" too sad~~ somebody used to change alot bt i dint change at all i'm still beeing myself n i will follow my self~~ thx 4 giving apportunity for me to apologized n say somethg to u~ n i'm the one who dun care any "face" to talk bk to somebody~ n i duno who is trying to say bad about me plz if until nw still hv tis kind of problem ooH plz such childish person!!i help u to cover up every thg bt u dint care about me juz about urself~ u hv ur own feeling to care but mine?? OOHHH tats nevermind cz my parents is so open bt the thgs at the back is so much to cover everythg is such a mess !! tis cn broke down my bright future~ dun n knw juz alwayz tat it so easy becz tat dint happened on U excuse me~ wat i do all is juz a waste ~~ n another person i'm saying plz dun be so stupid wat u do u say i knw excuse me lady ~ dun gib me th aportunity to break u down one day maybe u will feel vry sry to me~ after tis i will nt care i juz listen n begin to learn ...becz i knw i'm nt tat kinda person if i am ppl hates me is reasonable OKAY~

One more thg ~~ tis is the 1st tis i juz succesesd~~ hhahaha i will be shooting by 2moro ~~ the 1st day~~the 1st time oso ~~ haiz nervous~~

Hehe my room ~~ it's tidy again i need to clean it up alll over again CNY is coming~~ hehehehe!!
hope every thg start with a happy beginig i wonder whn i am going to take my liscence ??? its a thg i got to bother again~~ i wish i cn buy a sony cyber shot too and  a gold chain 4 CNY hahahaha and i hoe i cn hv more money to spend ~~ i wanted to try bb cream products oso~~ n i hope tis year i cn hv a original lv or gucci wallet ~~ theres mny thgs I HOPE ~~ wishes come through plz ~~ n i hope i cn get a "mitsubitzi" help me plz parents ARRRRR~~new year new items mah plz  ~~ hahahaaha juz my wishes~~

Tis is me in my dear in kk during christmas!!

Tis is me and my dear~~inside the aeroplane^^

m3

Actually nw i knw tat there are still many ppl tat who cares 4 me~~

especially my family~ nw i knw tat actualy family is the best~

any problem they will help me to cover up!!Besides tat

they alwayz encourage me~ i feeled tat i'm so bless ~and

i hv a vry loving boyfren^^ i think why last time i dun listen to

my parents i used to follow MY BEST fren ooh!!tats no use

wat i gt nw !! every thg is juz SHIT !! hopefully i cn make mny new frens

nw start my new life again!

Every year is a good start 4 me!!one more time i will mention to myself

no more trusting on ppl who betray me b4 or say bad about me be

n i clearly knw WHO is tat excuse me i knw TAT~

I wil remember it FOREVER~

i wan to ask :"WHY NOWADAYZ PPL USED TO BE SO FAKE"

I feel abit tired abt all fake ppl nowadays!! why ppl used to be so fake!! bt i still hv frenz tat i cn talk wit!!i'm glad abt it!!! i alreay de it my best!! izit my atitude hv abit problem either!! juz tell me y!! tat'z y i alwayz miss my dear vry mch!!! tis may comfert my feelings!! tis is wat i cn share 4 2day!!!