what am I going to do...

I'm back and nw i have my time to share out my feelings here ....... I have a bad results on my spm but i still can pass it so i'm vry gratefull ...... but it was abit dissapointed with those results ..... kakaka so what am i planning to do or going to do.... sometimes I though that it was okay bt i think not so because my parents are deciding wat am i going to do.... meanwhile i'll spend part of my time in sandakan maybe waiting the right time 4 me to go futhure studies or arRRR whatever..... i love being here having all my frens here 2gether go out crazy 2gether i vry miss that time actually because i've just started to find some new frens in my life maybe my personal or atitude is a problem but i will do my best , i know i can do it...... no frens in life are very boring.... so i will really appreciate it well... ErMMmaybe i'm getting my liscence this or next month..... after that planning 4 getting a brand new car.. i hope tat i will success... i will do my best... and i say to myself watever i wan i will get it ... i know i can ... everybody has his own problems .... what am i going to be ??? hErrrRRR i muz start plaaning about it..... i have  abd relationship with my father is almost about one year we dint talk but i'm happy havivg my mum beside me... everythg will not be impossible..... maybe my father helped me behind but i dint knw???......