By myself.....

Juz nw i had my lunch by myslef~going to bank in town to arrange somethg by myself again, walking around also by myself ~ i hope tat someone cn share everythg wit me ,shoppin wit me. bla la.....~ and i also knw everybody isnt tat free to companied me~ bt i found tat it is okay i hv been alone for quite sometimes my boyfren is working too but wat cn i do?? i'm happy tat i will be more independent like big ppl tis is all i cn do~

Happy chinese new year~ finally i hv time to write in my blog~ i dint hv time taking picss oni in 13.2.2010 i hv taken mny pic wit frens ~every nite hanging out almost 6am thn i arrive home ~ not enough sleep but its very fun mny fren hanging out wit me oso~hahahy dear brought me a rose whn the clock struckz midnite becz it was valentine's da~thanks dear~ besides tat v hv supper after clubbing its kind of hungry so ate alot kakaka after whn i arrive home got slept unti 2pm~ face get vry tired n eyes looks like drowsy men~ harhh~by the way vry fun during CNY` frens coming bk frm faraway hving gattering n enjoy 2gether but nw say bye bye cz they r going bk T-T by the way i'm very happy~

Alone in sdk~

My family had gone to kk 2day~ they will be coming bk on 16.2.2010~ bt i'm staying in sdk to celebrate CNY~ actually i'm planning to go too but they dint go earlier n they stay there too long , so i decide nt following them~ hahhaa besides tat i'm very happy to get my nail done ~ BLINGs i mostly like ~ i juz make it to be gold~new year mah ~ new style`>< !! kakaka i'm glad i cn make it 2day actually it was fully booked at last i cn make it~ n i gt a presant frm my mum too gold neclace~ hahaha she put it in my hand in tis morning whn she wake me up~hahaha thanks mum~ i love u~

haha hello kitty again~^^

I'm bak to share my diary again on 3.2.2010 ~ it was my 2nd annivesary ~ we juz hv a very simple celebration oni non make up on my face haha~ enjoying eating steak in the afternoon besides tat he brought me hello kitty pillow and a slipper for wearig inside the house~ very simple but i like it very much^^........another news was i hv juz finished those photo shootings so i cn relax again prepare more energy t invite CNY ~~ come on CNY ~~ besides tat thank you for my mum for letting me to take part in tat modeling shooting ,thank you 4 supporting me~ i'm so bleesed~ besides tat i wan to bless all my fren who also susseced oso~ hope tat we all can hv a very exciting
cny celebration 2gether coming up tis week~ tis was all i wan 2 share 2day~~

wat can i do??

Juz kind of boring nowaydayz~ i wan to make my hair once again n my nails becz all hv been spoiled becz of me~ 2moro is my 2nd annivesary wit my dear~ i wonder we hv been 2gether 2 years liao~  whn r we going 2moro?? we r v goig to eat?? i nned to buy thgs oso~ mny thgs i hvnt got it yet~ wat is going on 2moro i'm nt sure ~ do i hv any suprize ERmmm.... i dunt knw ** yesterday juz finish fashion shootngs is damn tired oso vry cloths akakka is type of fun too~ n i hope my dear successed to hv his own bussiness n i will hv a job~ plz god help me i believe in u~ anythng in me juz seems imcomplete ~~ help me pz my future hw is gonna be ~ i will plan it after CNY ~ i gonna get some relax nw~ online ,eating ,sleeping ,watching tv hahhh~ i hope tat every 2moro is a better start for me~

HOW DISSAPOINTED AND SAD!!

ORHH~~ i think somebody has misuderstand tis~~ ur the person who help me tis little thgs be4 i'm so glad~~ i admit it i was soo wrong to treat somebody like tat bt it was juz my atitude~~ until nw i still hv my atitude like tat de~the one who is the most childish ppl around will see~ even until nw ppl who still having the wrong thinking is the most childish person plzz~!!! damn hate de actually bt memories will bring it bk sometimes whn i think of it"" too sad~~ somebody used to change alot bt i dint change at all i'm still beeing myself n i will follow my self~~ thx 4 giving apportunity for me to apologized n say somethg to u~ n i'm the one who dun care any "face" to talk bk to somebody~ n i duno who is trying to say bad about me plz if until nw still hv tis kind of problem ooH plz such childish person!!i help u to cover up every thg bt u dint care about me juz about urself~ u hv ur own feeling to care but mine?? OOHHH tats nevermind cz my parents is so open bt the thgs at the back is so much to cover everythg is such a mess !! tis cn broke down my bright future~ dun n knw juz alwayz tat it so easy becz tat dint happened on U excuse me~ wat i do all is juz a waste ~~ n another person i'm saying plz dun be so stupid wat u do u say i knw excuse me lady ~ dun gib me th aportunity to break u down one day maybe u will feel vry sry to me~ after tis i will nt care i juz listen n begin to learn ...becz i knw i'm nt tat kinda person if i am ppl hates me is reasonable OKAY~

One more thg ~~ tis is the 1st tis i juz succesesd~~ hhahaha i will be shooting by 2moro ~~ the 1st day~~the 1st time oso ~~ haiz nervous~~

Hehe my room ~~ it's tidy again i need to clean it up alll over again CNY is coming~~ hehehehe!!
hope every thg start with a happy beginig i wonder whn i am going to take my liscence ??? its a thg i got to bother again~~ i wish i cn buy a sony cyber shot too and  a gold chain 4 CNY hahahaha and i hoe i cn hv more money to spend ~~ i wanted to try bb cream products oso~~ n i hope tis year i cn hv a original lv or gucci wallet ~~ theres mny thgs I HOPE ~~ wishes come through plz ~~ n i hope i cn get a "mitsubitzi" help me plz parents ARRRRR~~new year new items mah plz  ~~ hahahaaha juz my wishes~~

Tis is me in my dear in kk during christmas!!

Tis is me and my dear~~inside the aeroplane^^

m3

Actually nw i knw tat there are still many ppl tat who cares 4 me~~

especially my family~ nw i knw tat actualy family is the best~

any problem they will help me to cover up!!Besides tat

they alwayz encourage me~ i feeled tat i'm so bless ~and

i hv a vry loving boyfren^^ i think why last time i dun listen to

my parents i used to follow MY BEST fren ooh!!tats no use

wat i gt nw !! every thg is juz SHIT !! hopefully i cn make mny new frens

nw start my new life again!

Every year is a good start 4 me!!one more time i will mention to myself

no more trusting on ppl who betray me b4 or say bad about me be

n i clearly knw WHO is tat excuse me i knw TAT~

I wil remember it FOREVER~

i wan to ask :"WHY NOWADAYZ PPL USED TO BE SO FAKE"

I feel abit tired abt all fake ppl nowadays!! why ppl used to be so fake!! bt i still hv frenz tat i cn talk wit!!i'm glad abt it!!! i alreay de it my best!! izit my atitude hv abit problem either!! juz tell me y!! tat'z y i alwayz miss my dear vry mch!!! tis may comfert my feelings!! tis is wat i cn share 4 2day!!!

tis is me!! infront of me is ah koo!! HEHEHE !! bcz he stay wit us !! whn i juz wanna capture my pic he came in to set his hair???

Tis was me n my dear!!actually tis pic we take in kk during christmas be4 we're going out we take it !!i juz sign in nt so long so i juz post it right nw!! ^^

my stuff^^

Tis is my bling bling!! I maken it my own ni designed it pinky n girly!!!!

Tis is me i wanna share tat i'm vry proud of myself!!!besides tat i wanna improve myself i would not care whoever tat talks bad abt me !! i will do wat i like to do!!! tis pic was taken whn i juz get back home!!!! i'm glad being myself!!